I do want to die,
In fact, I want to die
voluntarily,
no, it is not suicide.
It is way different
than that.
I will precisely decide the day,
hour, and minute of my death
and leave the body
consciously.
For, death is not a sad
experience at all.
Though, it is highly
misunderstood. Kartikeya,
the Hindu god of war
left his body consciously.
Sages and yogis have
been doing this for centuries.
It is called Samadhi.
And it is the opposite of suicide
because to attain Samadhi,
you have to be truly
blissful inside out.
And very less humans
on earth can attain that stage,
for, we are always unsatisfied,
hungry, and wanting more of
everything.
References:
https://pixabay.com/photos/clouds-landscape-beyond-heaven-2709662/
